I am self-conscious about how boring my internet presence has become, but I don’t have many current life events I can share or thoughts to express lately. I’m not sure what I’ve even been doing with myself, because (truth be told) I am behind on every TV show I watch. I’ve been reading the same book for a month. I’m barely writing for my class. I can only do things that occupy my brain for five minutes or less. I’ve gone out a couple of times and have interacted with people, but I mostly just replay awful conversations and incidents in my head over and over. That takes up a lot of my time. I hardly have time to think of or do anything else, really.
Today I’m just drinking coffee and scratching behind my kitty’s ears. And ruminating, of course.